Drorain
06-18-2005, 04:14 PM
Hey Guys, I've been a little distant lately for many particular reasons, I've been in touch with a couple people offline, but some of you know I was still interviewing for some jobs. In particular a magazine job, a small ad agency job, and some other print jobs. In these interviews I've found some interesting things to make note of, and I aim to now sit back, bide my time and learn a little more. In particular I think I'm just missing some things, I landed the second interviews several times, and at that point they go for someone with either more experience or something.
I got the call from one place close to home yesterday, fine small publishing company, with really 2 main clients, and a variety of small ones. They told me they were going to go with another canidate, but said I could freelance with them. I talked to him a little longer to solidify this hope, with a promise to talk in the future.
So I am now finding myself back to square one. I work for one of the largest online print company. I do mostly design, but have half hopped to sales in order to make some more money. I have left my retail job, I have 500 postcards to use, and a few books to read. I want to freelance...more than that... I want to work for myself, ala Jeff Fisher, 3Howards, EC, I want to be able to do this on my own. . .why am I having so much trouble. So many people say they love my work, I have a great book, blah blah blah. I question their judgement and my design skill. I know, love, and understand the industry. I need to learn from some heavy-weights, people that grew up on paste-up.
I have a vacation coming up. . .second week of July. I need to look over some work then, and bring out the jumper cables to my portfolio, because I am landing the second interviews, but something is not making these people WOWWED!
I dont know, maybe I need just another year under my belt, maybe I need to stay with this place a little more.
Well who knows why i posted this, i just wanted to give an update on where i am, and what i'm doing, hope your not all bored. This isnt a rant, I'm not even writing this angry, I just am trying to do some analysis on my place in the industry..
I got the call from one place close to home yesterday, fine small publishing company, with really 2 main clients, and a variety of small ones. They told me they were going to go with another canidate, but said I could freelance with them. I talked to him a little longer to solidify this hope, with a promise to talk in the future.
So I am now finding myself back to square one. I work for one of the largest online print company. I do mostly design, but have half hopped to sales in order to make some more money. I have left my retail job, I have 500 postcards to use, and a few books to read. I want to freelance...more than that... I want to work for myself, ala Jeff Fisher, 3Howards, EC, I want to be able to do this on my own. . .why am I having so much trouble. So many people say they love my work, I have a great book, blah blah blah. I question their judgement and my design skill. I know, love, and understand the industry. I need to learn from some heavy-weights, people that grew up on paste-up.
I have a vacation coming up. . .second week of July. I need to look over some work then, and bring out the jumper cables to my portfolio, because I am landing the second interviews, but something is not making these people WOWWED!
I dont know, maybe I need just another year under my belt, maybe I need to stay with this place a little more.
Well who knows why i posted this, i just wanted to give an update on where i am, and what i'm doing, hope your not all bored. This isnt a rant, I'm not even writing this angry, I just am trying to do some analysis on my place in the industry..